Lost and Broken (Watch)

I don’t know if there’s a god, but I’m searchin’ the sky
Fourteen years of my life just said goodbye
Built a home outta hope, now it’s buried in pain
Tryna breathe underwater in emotional rain
She walked, said she’s done—now I'm talkin’ to ghosts
Photos on the shelf feel like funeral posts
Heart broke, but it beats—yeah, I’m still on my feet
But the echo in this house is where silence repeats
I ain’t tryna play victim, I ain't tryna get pity
But tell me how love turns to leavin’ so quickly
Every vow that we made, every plan we believed
Now I’m sleepin’ with shadows and I can't even grieve

I’m lost, yeah, I’m broken
Tryna pray but the sky ain't spoken
Is there Come on up there, or am I just alone?
‘Cause I’m kneelin’ in a war zone callin’ it home
Need a lifeline, need truth, not a sermon
Need a voice through the static that’s certain
If you’re real—then show up, don’t bluff
I don’t know if there’s a god
But I’m sure there’s something above

I keep replayin’ that night like a film on a loop
Her eyes said goodbye, her words pulled the root
What do I do with the pieces she left?
A wedding ring turned to a symbol of death
Man, I gave her my youth, gave her all that I had
Now I’m scrollin’ through texts, just tryna feel less sad
I ain't mad, I’m just tired, tryna climb outta hell
Don’t need clichés, I just need to rebel
Against this hurt, this void, this version of me
That’s cryin’ in cars and won’t let himself sleep
I write to survive, I rap ‘cause I bleed
I speak to the mic like it’s therapy I need

No filters, no mask, no pretendin’ I’m fine
I’m a man in the ruins tryna rewrite the line
If love's just a story, then this chapter got torn
But I’m not done yet—nah, I was made for the storm

I’m lost, yeah, I’m broken
Tryna pray but the sky ain't spoken
Is there someone up there, or am I guest alone?
‘Cause I’m kneelin’ in a war zone callin’ it home
Need a lifeline, need truth, not a sermon
To hear your voice through the static that’s certain
If you’re real—then show up, don’t bluff
I don’t know if there’s a god
But I’m sure there’s some king above

So I write through the night, every lyric a scream
Tryna wake up the hope that I buried in dreams
You can break a man down, but I rise from the dust
I don’t know what’s ahead
But I know who I was

I don't know what's to get
But I know who I was
I don't know what's ahead